Weary Day

It's been an up and down day for us over here in disco land. The girls have gotten along on and off all day, but have had little respite from each other. Chris is in bbq lover's land again this weekend, but still is on deadline for work, which always makes things interesting. I am emotional about Nanny's passing and having a bit of a cry-fest while folding the booklets for her visitation. All-the-while, the girls' room is completely atrocious and the house is still a mess and life goes indefinitely on. It goes without saying, we all miss Nanny, but even she knew life marched, drudging through days and weeks and years, regardless of gain or loss or sameness. What mark will we really leave when we go? All I know is that I (we) endeavor to leave a legacy of following Christ whatever the cost; steadfastness to our beliefs and our family and friends and an ability to discern the truth. It seems simple, but it really isn't - not in the world we live in. Most folks do not seem to understand our goals for our children in this, but we know God does. We only have one opportunity - a life time - to get it right. We won't chance that our children not have every chance to choose wisely and choose Jesus. Nanny was steadfast in this and constantly supported our belief that this is the foremost goal toward we should all reach.